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Wednesday, September 30, 2015

a confused clown



a confused clown.
as she couldn't decide which one matters the most.
her own happiness or her audience's












big thanks to my love, Uge for taking all of these pictures!
follow his instagram to peek on his amazing style & lyf (of course!) ;)
@ugebuhanoerdin





cheers,
@sartob



Sunday, September 27, 2015

lost in the way


i am confused.
literally am.

i am lost between vague choices.
and i don't know what to do.

i am blindfolded.

can't decide which one is the right way.

can't tell who gives the right advice,
and not bias.

can't tell whom to trust.

can't stop doubting myself.

i am lost.
i am lost in thoughts.
i am lost in words.
i am lost in everything.


oh God,
what should i do?









wore: vintage outerwear, LINF top, romwe lippie bag, unbranded sheer pants, VNC army heels



duh, whatever!
let's be freeeeeeeeeee~
-_-



cheers,
sartob

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

it's time for landybridal

i am 22.
no longer a kid
no longer a teenager
no longer young
well, at least by age.

twenty two isn't a small number and recently i attended a lot of parties.
no, it's not sweet-seventeen parties i used to attend.
or even a graduation party!
it's a wedding, for goodness sake! :')

i've never planned my wedding this early, but at times i wish i can have my wedding as soon as possible. but hey, planning a wedding is never an easy task.
i watched a couple tv shows that spilled the story of 101 wedding, and damn, the process didn't look as pretty as i thought!

speaking of wedding, i stumbled on this great website called landybridal


not just offering amazing bride-to-be dresses, they shared loads of great tips such as how to add lace details on your wedding and i must say, their lace wedding dresses are totally adorable!


my favourites are:





well, if you are planning ahead and looking for wedding dress 2016, landybridal is a perfect place to hunt!


here are several reasons why you need to choose landybridal:

1. they're a leading wedding dress manufacturer and they have their own factory!
they also have been engaged in the wedding dress industry for more than 15 years.

2. they have many product lines such as bridal dresses, bridesmaid dress, flower girl dresses, etc. 

3. all of their products are quality guaranteed!

4. and of course, excellent customer service - where they will assist you in making your dream wedding gown come true!




pssst, don't forget to invite me to your wedding party, kay! 


cheers,
sartob 

Monday, September 21, 2015

one's betrayal

(please do not take whatever written below to heart, 
this is purely fiction. 
and for fun)



this silence provokes my wrath in a stormy night.
i couldn't believe what happened.
what just happened in front of my very own eyes.

alright.
let's say, it was merely a lapse of concentration.
maybe, it wasn't true.
maybe, it was my hallucination.
or is it just my kind of denial?





maybe, i was too dumb to believe in fairytale
i thought, love does exist
at least, between us.






this vibration in my heart is sending a painful signal
a sharp wound kicking my pulse to its core
my breath is coming in short pants
my visual is fading away
my infatuation of you,
which used to be the best thing that has ever happened in my life,
is now killing me inside.





your betrayal is my worst nightmare
it destroyed my soul
crushed my world
and bury me beneath the tumult of emotion



farewell,
and thank you,




cheers,
sartob

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

grandma's backyard

that explains why the setting is so old-fashioned.
or vintage, i would say.







wore: zara tee & skirt, ciel sandals




cheers,
sartob