Friday, August 21, 2015


7:48 PM 4

peek - a - boo!

wore: vintage green outerwear & cow leather clutch, marc & spencer white shirt, youniq pom pom necklace, retail therapy clogs, ciel black skirt

au revoir!


Monday, August 17, 2015

i fear of change

4:56 PM 3
there are things that i fear in life.

amongst many others;
i'm afraid if people change.
if feelings change.
or if circumstances force things to change.

yes, i'm afraid of changes.

i know, of course, that there're always both sides of the coin
change that leads to a better outcome
or change that is misleading which will make things worse.

but the clock never stops ticking
nor the world never stops rotating.
change is inevitable, but i, again, am afraid. 

one thing for sure,
i hope that neither of us won't change
what we have right now, may remain.
what we promised to keep, will stay safe.
and this story will last for eternity.

even if we change,
i hope it's for the good.


Tuesday, August 11, 2015

fly free & dance over the rainbow

8:09 PM 5
honestly, i'm not really in the mood to write,
why don't you dance with me instead?

wore: zara top & boots, louis vuitton bag, batik skirt

*see? batik isn't that boring right? 
i damn love indonesia!


Thursday, August 6, 2015

dear august,

11:22 AM 6
be nice, kay?
since i love you that much.

yes August, you've always been my favourite

me, mom & gaby (le sister)

floral, colours, oh damn, this is like heaven of rainbow!
my favourite, indeed :)

selfies are.

wore: olinworkrobe sweater, zara baby blue pants, jeffrey campbell red - transparent heels, miss selfridge red clutch


Tuesday, August 4, 2015

he and my reality

9:41 PM 4
i never thought for once, 
i could finally meet him
a guy who can make me laugh,
til all my problems ran so far away
and like the word sorrow is never invented

i never thought for once,
that i would actually feel what is like to love
or to be loved.
to care or to be cared about.
to not feel alone.
and to share.

i never thought for once,
i will fear losing someone so badly.
fear of making him disappointed.
fear of not giving the best.
and fear of his feeling to change.

and now, since i found him.
i just see the world differently,
in a better way, i suppose.
and taste millions other happiness
i haven't experienced in my life.

so tell me,
is this reality?
or a shit lovey-dovey imagination is ruining my mind?