a smile that hides the broken "construction"
i just learned that i would never be able to conquer my tears under the roof of disappointment and betrayal
the combination of two - hurts me the most and i realised, today, the feeling was unbearable
then, my mind starts to crumble. all the bad thoughts coming up and breaks me even more
i know that God is testing me through this problem and i could do nothing but to surrender to Him
but still, sometimes i'm just too tired and living this life isn't my priority anymore
i've never known i could be this fragile
the photoshoot below happened before this war started,
but behind every smile, there's always something that breaks down - just like the background
i don't know if the picture itself can bring literal meaning
but well, this proves something that doesn't sound logical, huh?
anyway, will post report on JFW soon ;)