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Monday, October 21, 2013

a smile that hides the broken "construction"

hi, world
i just learned that i would never be able to conquer my tears under the roof of disappointment and betrayal
the combination of two - hurts me the most and i realised, today, the feeling was unbearable
then, my mind starts to crumble. all the bad thoughts coming up and breaks me even more
i know that God is testing me through this problem and i could do nothing but to surrender to Him
but still, sometimes i'm just too tired and living this life isn't my priority anymore
i've never known i could be this fragile


the photoshoot below happened before this war started,
but behind every smile, there's always something that breaks down - just like the background
i don't know if the picture itself can bring literal meaning
but well, this proves something that doesn't sound logical, huh?









details:






anyway, will post report on JFW soon ;)
stay tuned


cheers,
sartob

13 comments :

Steffi Santa said...

I don't know what makes you so "galau" like this but.. stay strong ya, eda! Habis gelap terbitlah terang. Remember that!

Anyway lucu bgt outfit lo broo hihi. Love the colours!

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stevia indrawan said...

oh I love your bag!
and blue and red is always a fun color mix :)

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Sammie said...

wow these photos turned out so cool

Jackie Harrison said...

A picture speaks a million words. Keep your head up and have faith doll after the storm the rainbow shines.
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Anisacrament said...

love the background soo much sob!!
Cheer up galsss, you'll have a bright sun after a stormy midnight!


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yunita elisabeth said...

cheer up dear :)
anyway I love the colors in your outfit. <3

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Bernadette Czle said...

love the red bow detail! so pretty! xx

Gail J said...

love all the photos, very creative!

Delilah D said...

well you look still pretty for a gloomy girl haha
and of course i've been drawing with faces, if you want to see then click on the 'artwork' link in my side-bar :P

fhenny said...

loving your outfit and the photos!
xoxo
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Danny Suyandi said...

cheer up girl!
anyway, that outfit looks great! I like the color combination :D



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Claireta Teressa said...

you look cutee ♥♥
your style is so unique!

♥,
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Marcela Gmd said...

Lovely!!!
Besos, desde EspaƱa, Marcela♥