Wednesday, January 27, 2016

fashion in your eyes

what is fashion for you?

i would say that it is partly - yet one of the most influential things in my life.
fashion may change my mood every single day.
it also changes as i grew older.
fashion understands my perspective and taste.
and it is basically revolving around my world.

if fashion was human, i would call her my best friend.
she knows how to dance along and cheer me up.
let me put it this way,
if i was sad or feeling blue, i would rather wear clothes that shows what my heart speaks.
black, blue, grey are my most favourite.
in contrary, if excitement contains my head, i would prefer happy and colourful outfit.
and it just... excites me even more!

each person, i believe, has their own favourite
(refer to whose collection are pretty awesome!)

the colourful,

the monochrome,

the layers,

the minimalist,

(photo courtesy:
and many many many others.

so tell me, what is fashion for you?
and what is your preference?

with Anita Putri

my hot diva, Lulut Marganingtyas

vintage top, unbranded sheer pants, pla style ballerina flats, hnm hat


Wednesday, January 20, 2016

a bad start

two thousand sixteen is crazy enough for me to start with.

it feels like i'm running towards something big, which i don't know what.

it feels like my world is about to crumble.

it feels like i am lost at words.

it feels suffocating sometimes. 
or honestly,
many times.

people's thinking can be so diverse and different.


one's decision can be made just by one judgment.

arguments then happen. 
and leads to fight.
then ends with death.

and i am waiting for my death to arrive.

no, i am not only talking about the death of one soul.

people's mental, including mine can also die.

the way we think change.

perspective then change.

belief may change.

and the old me... dies in misery.


let's start things fresh and anew,

with a good cup of coffee, shall we?


Thursday, December 31, 2015

2015 is a good year

2015 is ending real fast and there are so many things happened along the year.
there are happy moments and of course, there would be unhappy ones.
for me, it's been a rollercoaster ride. in a good way, i suppose.

there are some achievements as well as disappointments that gone through the time.
instead of mentioning the failure, pain, and all that negative vibe. let me spill some of the good things i experienced during the year of 2015.

1. i got a boyfriend!

lol. it sounds funny.
it is!
it feels surreal, even until now.
if you've read my late late late post, you recognised how i hate the word "love"
this disbelief of happy ending controls my mind and somehow ruined my love life.

i never believed that i would"fall in love"
but i had the experience to be in love with this guy and, i do hope it's not a temporary lust.

there are no certain future ahead, obviously.
i do not know where our love life will end.
but, i hope (and always pray) that we can grow stronger together.

2. i got a promotion!
other than blogging, i have another world i've been swimming in.
it's not a fancy place,
the opposite of fashion business.
and i would say, it's a man's world that requires great thinker and heavy workload.

i work in Fujitec (in case you're wondering)
it sells elevator and escalator (in case you want to know more)
and i work as the sales engineer (in case you... ugh, i know you wouldn't care anyway)

and i would explain no more about the details, but the work isn't as easy as i thought it would be. but it's not as hard what everyone thought it would be.

long story short, i got the chance to get a promotion as a team leader after 2 years working my ass off here. and it's a big deal!
it will become official on January, but i am already excited!

3. i got my home back!
no, don't get mistaken.
it's not that i live around homeless, but the "home" i'm talking about is the family that contains the house.
there were issues, problems, and conflicts back then, and we were still facing them in 2015. but the connection feels different and somehow, it's gotten better.

we (somehow) made it.

4. i travelled to loads of places and (i hope) there are more to come!

this year is the time where i got to travel to many places.
no no no, i don't mean to boast, but i am very excited to see the adventure side of me gets the chance to explore more in 2015.

i even travelled with my family to Japan without any tour guidance, then with my office to China, and my boyfriend to Bali & Jogja where our first love bloomed. then, i went to Medan with my cousins. and Bandung, and...
well, not that many i guess.
but it's by far, the most travelled year i've ever had.

wearing my awesum pair of glasses by POLETTE

well, how about you?
how's 2015 been treating you?

oh, and happy new year's eve, darlings!


Tuesday, December 29, 2015

mele kalikimaka

Christmas time is here!
i am too excited to hear the word "holiday" but then... unfortunately, i will have no day off other than the public holiday itself. 
sucks to be me? YES

instead, let's hear my collaboration with cik liz (@lizelisabeth), the hippie goddess ; wishing you a MELE KALIKIMAKA! 
it is the Hawaiian way to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!

ENJOY, folks!


Thursday, December 17, 2015

get me an ice cream!

"wooohoooo! i just got an ice cream :)
i am a happy kid!"

"oh no! it's melting down... should finish it fast!"

"oh, hold on! i need to strike a post for a picture before finishing this"

"well, nevermind, the picture won't turn out great anyway and i'm hungry as shit. let's just eat it anyway"


wore: zara yellow dress & silver shoes, furla bag, bought in japan socks, the rest is unbranded